Karma is real

   Every-time we go through a rough patch or dark time or bad phase of our life ,we try to find something or someone to blame for it ,without  realising why it happened. I am also not an exception ,but when I think deeper ,I find that "chakravat parivartante duHkhAni cha sukhAni cha" चक्रवत् परिवर्तन्ते दुःखानि च सुखानि च . It is an unavoidable circle of life ,it is some kind of equilibrium rule that nature has programmed . Only thing we can do to reduce its bad effect is to do good or at least think good, so as a result it will comeback as something good. We call it karma . people may relate it to their religion believes , but the fact is, if you did something bad it will bite you back someday.

    if people realize this fact, they probably will refrain themselves for doing  something that will hurt them in future .it is difficult ,as so many things like greed , want of pleasure ,power etc influence us to do things ,but if we can neutralize it ,eventually we will end up doing good for ourselves and for humankind and also for any living being.

        I found most of time the thing that make us sad is the expectations from others. we expect the people to be like this or do things like that and when they don't do we get disappointed . Expectations are good as in some extent as it fuel us to improve ,for ourselves we can expect to be a better person.But when you apply it to other ,the end result , most of the time is anger ,fight and  eventually eliminating people from life .

        I yet to find the recipe to maintain  the balance of good and bad ,but one thing I noticed that every dark phases I went through ,nature(religious people would call her almighty ) would always provide a light in the form of friend(who may or may not stay long ) or create some situation to meet new people who would change your life or at least the view.And that's also probably because of good karma of past .

Nature is mysterious ,and as Richard Feynman said “Nature uses only the longest threads to weave her patterns, so each small piece of her fabric reveals the organization of the entire tapestry.” I conclude this post with  his another quote

 “Nobody ever figures out what life is all about, and it doesn't matter. Explore the world. Nearly everything is really interesting if you go into it deeply enough.”

When being Positive is not a Positive thing:RTPCR

     So at last it has arrived ,probably in the form of omicron ,as if it was Delta I would not be able to write this blog with this mild fever and sore throat. Two days back when I was suffering with high fever, the lady(whom must not be named or mentioned as friend, as she instructed) called me over phone, to return few of the things that I left at my old rented apartment. So I had to go downstair, breaking the self isolation.This is one of the contact I had before the RTPCR report came. I need to inform about the report to all the people who came in close contact with me,  ,but unfortunately there is not way to update that person.

        Anyway the first two days were little tough ,could not sleep due to fever .And as I was suspecting it was due to issues related to stomach upset ,but the report that i got yesterday says it was my turn to let the virus in . Anyway even if it may not be the Delta but it should not be ignored at all. The only thing I am worried about is that my organ donation should not go in vain just because of the corona.For those two days I could not concentrate to office work or to scaler classes ,Dynamic programming is a not an easy thing to learn for me.

        I was in Isolation even before this covid, physically and mentally. I always found myself fighting alone ,Actually Everyone is fighting their own battle alone, they are  just in illusion of being supported by the people around them.In DSA we called it recursion where we break the problem in smaller single parts which in return contribute to the answer individually ,and by optimising it further we call it DP . 

       So My point is I have been to the adventurous journey we called life,I still to walk (or maybe run )a long way, the thing I observed that situations changes so as people .we all depends on the supply and demands ,if there is any mismatch you will be thrown out of your job, or from Relationship or anything . It is pure business that we all do unknowingly. and there is nothing wrong with it ,we are programmed to do that for survival. so as soon we realize the fact ,everything becomes easy.